Sunday, December 7, 2008

I Can Get Some Unsatisfaction...

Now I know I'm not the only person who has experienced this empty feeling of nothingness.
Paying bills online from your bank account...

Thursday evening I spent approx $500 on bills in 10mins without leaving the house, driving a car, going anywhere or seeing anyone...and not actaully seeing any folding stuff change hands, Most unsatisfactory!!!

It's not that i'm against paying bills, they are a neccessary evil, they have to be paid for services used etc..., I'm generally a good bill payer and usually pay before the due date to get that extra 2 or 3 dollars off.

It's just that it used to be such a drama paying bills, either taking them to a post office writing off cheques etc, I'm all for the ease of use of internet banking and online bill paying it certainly makes life easier and so much quicker. But the satisfaction of actually making a conscious effort to get dressed into the car, or go to the post office during lunch breaks etc made it seem as you were actually doing something worthwhile and being a responsible citizen paying your bills in front of other people...who no doubt think 'good for you paying your bills on time or even early', this of course may not be the case at all and probably isn't as they more than likely hate their job and can't wait to close the doors at the end of the day.

So there you have it, I find paying bills online most unsatisfying.

And yes I know I could still take them to the post office around the corner from work but I'm just too lazy :) see what the internets have done!

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Chaos, Virgo-ness, Trivualisation & Pedanticalness(YES, this is a real word)...(Part 1 of many).

I'm determined to get through some this so don't interupt me please. I am going to talk about a trait of mine, something I've never really done before...I may have skimmed over it at some point, this time I hope you will all realise this is heartfelt as I bare myself to you.

Things constantly annoy me, and I say constantly not as an exageration of any sort. Right now it's the fact that my shoes have dust on them from
the carpet at work, this happens daily but I just can't get used to it, try as I might. Little things like this whittle away at me and I just
can't help it, the fact that 'notepad' does not have a spellchecker...and the list goes on and on and on and on.

I like things to be a certain way, done a certain way otherwise they are not good enough for me.

I can not start cooking until the kitchen is
cleaned and clean as I go along so that all is left at the end is the minimum.

My mum calls me anal and I have to agree but it is this attention to detail and my 'anal-ness' that makes me good at my job.

I'm not like this in everything, for example I can let an ashtray left uncleaned until it overflows and it doesn't bother me one iota but if I have an odd sock come out of the washing it irritates me no end.

This is who I am.

I never put much stock into astrological signs but this is an apparent Virgo trait, why?, who knows?, nonetheless it's there within me, niggling at my very core.

I can be very difficult, this I know, it has been spelled out to me on many an occassion...sometimes with not the best outcomes.

...going to cut this short here as have some anal-ness to attend to, part 2 of many to follow.

ps; grammar and punctuation is not one of my 'things'

Thursday, November 20, 2008

World Philosophy Day...Some Questions...(I didn't write this, just thought I'd share)

1. SHOULD WE KILL HEALTHY PEOPLE FOR THEIR ORGANS?
Suppose Bill is a healthy man without family or loved ones. Would it be ok painlessly to kill him if his organs would save five people, one of whom needs a heart, another a kidney, and so on? If not, why not?
Consider another case: you and six others are kidnapped, and the kidnapper somehow persuades you that if you shoot dead one of the other hostages, he will set the remaining five free, whereas if you do not, he will shoot all six. (Either way, he'll release you.)
If in this case you should kill one to save five, why not in the previous, organs case? If in this case too you have qualms, consider yet another: you're in the cab of a runaway tram and see five people tied to the track ahead. You have the option of sending the tram on to the track forking off to the left, on which only one person is tied. Surely you should send the tram left, killing one to save five.
But then why not kill Bill?

2. ARE YOU THE SAME PERSON WHO STARTED READING THIS ARTICLE?
Consider a photo of someone you think is you eight years ago. What makes that person you? You might say he she was composed of the same cells as you now. But most of your cells are replaced every seven years. You might instead say you're an organism, a particular human being, and that organisms can survive cell replacement - this oak being the same tree as the sapling I planted last year.
But are you really an entire human being? If surgeons swapped George Bush's brain for yours, surely the Bush look-alike, recovering from the operation in the White House, would be you. Hence it is tempting to say that you are a human brain, not a human being.
But why the brain and not the spleen? Presumably because the brain supports your mental states, eg your hopes, fears, beliefs, values, and memories. But then it looks like it's actually those mental states that count, not the brain supporting them. So the view is that even if the surgeons didn't implant your brain in Bush's skull, but merely scanned it, wiped it, and then imprinted its states on to Bush's pre-wiped brain, the Bush look-alike recovering in the White House would again be you.
But the view faces a problem: what if surgeons imprinted your mental states on two pre-wiped brains: George Bush's and Gordon Brown's? Would you be in the White House or in Downing Street? There's nothing on which to base a sensible choice. Yet one person cannot be in two places at once.
In the end, then, no attempt to make sense of your continued existence over time works. You are not the person who started reading this article.

3. IS THAT REALLY A COMPUTER SCREEN IN FRONT OF YOU?
What reason do you have to believe there's a computer screen in front of you? Presumably that you see it, or seem to. But our senses occasionally mislead us. A straight stick half-submerged in water sometimes look bent; two equally long lines sometimes look different lengths.
Are things always as they seem? The Muller-Lyer illusion indicates not
But this, you might reply, doesn't show that the senses cannot provide good reasons for beliefs about the world. By analogy, even an imperfect barometer can give you good reason to believe it's about to rain.
Before relying on the barometer, after all, you might independently check it by going outside to see whether it tends to rain when the barometer indicates that it will. You establish that the barometer is right 99% of the time. After that, surely, its readings can be good reasons to believe it will rain.
Perhaps so, but the analogy fails. For you cannot independently check your senses. You cannot jump outside of the experiences they provide to check they're generally reliable. So your senses give you no reason at all to believe that there is a computer screen in front of you."
4. DID YOU REALLY CHOOSE TO READ THIS ARTICLE?

Suppose that Fred existed shortly after the Big Bang. He had unlimited intelligence and memory, and knew all the scientific laws governing the universe and all the properties of every particle that then existed. Thus equipped, billions of years ago, he could have worked out that, eventually, planet Earth would come to exist, that you would too, and that right now you would be reading this article.
After all, even back then he could have worked out all the facts about the location and state of every particle that now exists.
And once those facts are fixed, so is the fact that you are now reading this article. No one's denying you chose to read this. But your choice had causes (certain events in your brain, for example), which in turn had causes, and so on right back to the Big Bang. So your reading this was predictable by Fred long before you existed. Once you came along, it was already far too late for you to do anything about it.
Now, of course, Fred didn't really exist, so he didn't really predict your every move. But the point is: he could have. You might object that modern physics tells us that there is a certain amount of fundamental randomness in the universe, and that this would have upset Fred's predictions. But is this reassuring? Notice that, in ordinary life, it is precisely when people act unpredictably that we sometimes question whether they have acted freely and responsibly. So freewill begins to look incompatible both with causal determination and with randomness. None of us, then, ever do anything freely and responsibly."

IN CONCLUSION
Let me be clear: the point is absolutely not that you or I must bite these bullets. Some philosophers have a taste for bullets; but few would accept all the conclusions above and many would accept none. But the point, when you reject a conclusion, is to diagnose where the argument for it goes wrong.
Doing this in philosophy goes hand-in-hand with the constructive side of our subject, with providing sane, rigorous, and illuminating accounts of central aspects of our existence: freewill, morality, justice, beauty, consciousness, knowledge, truth, meaning, and so on.
Rarely does this allow us to put everything back where we found it. There are some surprises, some bullets that have to be bitten; sometimes it's a matter simply of deciding which. But even when our commonsense conceptions survive more or less intact, understanding is deepened. As TS Eliot once wrote:
"…the end of our exploring,
Will be to arrive where we started,
And know the place for the first time."

David Bain is a lecturer in philosophy at the University of Glasgow

Monday, November 17, 2008

Interaction through tagging

Well it has happened. I have been tagged. My good friend JimBob51 kindly dobbed me in. Now, my first task is to shout his blog. Easy. So, AOEDE is one of the three original Muses. She is the Muse of Song or Voice. It is also the name of one of the Moons of Jupiter. JimBob51's blog is the perfect spot to muse on just about anything. And Jim certainly does that!! Let it be known I am happy to hear his voice... but he can leave the singing at home :)

I stole the above paragraph from Charlie, 2 interesting things I did not know about JimBob51’s blog name(Jim tagged me too), I do know that Jim has another couple of blogs so i’ll probably tag him back on one of those to see if he can come up with another 5 interesting facts about himself (no doubt he can!)

Tagging is a bit of fun. And there are some rules.

#1 Shout your taggers blog
#2 5 Interesting facts about yourself
#3 Tag six more blogs

Number one is complete. Here's 5 facts about me:

#1 Born in the UK, name on birth certificate is ‘Trevor Iain Cologne’, son of ‘Brian Donald Cologne’ & ‘Brenda Ann Cologne’, I have an older brother ‘Peter Martyn Cologne’ who currently still resides in the UK. I emigrated to Australia on the 8th November 1998 and just celibrated 20yrs in a country of my choice. I am a dual-citizen of both the UK and Australia.

#2 I Have numerous scars on my face arms and body, the majority of these were sustained in the UK on a night out. It’s a fairly long story so I won’t bore you with the details, so here’s a short synopsis. I went to protect a person I had met that evening from 3 skinheads that were kicking him as he lay on the floor. A kitchen knife was produced and the first cut I received was between my left eye and eyebrow (extremely lucky not to have lost my eye), it was all a little blurry from here on in, however did receive a Chelsea smile and a cut artery in my forhead and cheek along with many lacerations on my arms, all-in-all not a good night, the extent of my injuries are tallied thus...187 stitches in my face, 98 in my right arm, stab wound in stomach(no internal organs damaged). I quite possibly could have died due to blood loss. I staggered a distance over a bridge to where the rest of my friends were, who promptly called an ambulance and I was whisked away to Hospital, picking up the guy that i went to protect on the way (he was still unconscious from the kicking). Luckily for him he received very minor injuries compared to mine that still haunt me to this day.

#3 I used to be extremely fit, I did rock-climbing and mountain climbing for a hobby and fun at every opportunity I had, this I did with my older brother for many years, we mostly did this around the UK and the French Alps ( I got altitude sickness on Mont Blanc), officially I wasn’t even supposed to be on the mountain as i was only 17 at the time. I played football(soccer) for my school/college/city, played basketball for college, ran or cycled everywhere...alas, these days are long gone.

#4 Currently employed in an IT role ‘ICT Strategy for the Chief Technology Officer Group in a large Govt organisation, I love this job!, I get to research, play and develop all the new technologies that can assist with smoother and more efficient business operations as well as manage my own projects. It does get a little stressful occasionally but i’m sure that most things do. I have worked in the IT industry in one form or another for approx 12yrs.

#5 Cooking!, I love to cook, I can lay my hand to pretty much anything and do quite often, I enjoy it very much and use it as a sort of therapy, however most of the things I cook tend to take a little while so not the best for weeknight meals with Charlies kids.

#6 Bonus Fact. I have moved from my apartment in the Kent Town Brewery to Windsor Gardens with the beautiful Charlie(this happened on the weekend just passed), I truly believe that we are made for each other and am looking forward to a most enjoyable life with her. She completes me(I know this sounds wanky but it’s true!) J

Thanks for reading this far. Here's my six tags, I’m actually very new to blogging and am not sure if I even know 6 other blogs but will give it a go....also very difficult to actually make my pics here not the same as everyone else in my small blog group!!!

#1 Charlie Says...
http://charlierobinson.blogspot.com/

#2 Dead Reds Wine Group
http://deadreds.blogspot.com/

#3 Ambers’ Blog (Charlie’s eldest daughter)
http://boblovestosing.blogspot.com/

#4 Friends of CCM (another JimBob51 production)
http://friendsofccm.blogspot.com/

#5 Dana!, I didn’t even know she had a blog!
http://danamallach.blogspot.com/

#6 Save The Murray Darling Basin (yet another JimBob51 Production)
http://savethemurray.blogspot.com/

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Snoring Vs Harmony...

Apparently I snore as much as 2-3 times a week!, of course this is news to me(sort of), however was quite grumpily pointed out to me this morning...there has been mention of it before but in an off-the-cuff way and I never really took it to heart.

Also a poke with a finger does not wake me up...so i've been told, I just turn away and keep on snoring :-/

Look i'm not the best sleeper at anytime and have been mostly awake since 4 this morning, not sure why I wake up so many times throughout the night, at least 4 or 5...but having spoken to others, it seems i'm not the only one who has this affliction.

Sometimes i put it down to stress, others I put down to not being able to 'switch off', sometimes i just need a wee. Whatever it is, is extremely annoying and not only disrupts me it disrupts Charlie also. We both work hard and also have busy lives out of work, so much in fact that a night of nothing is an absolute luxury and something I believe we both look forward to every now and again. Of course going out partying/dinners etc is our true love.

I know there are lots of anti-snoring things on the market bar surgery, has anyone actually tried any that work?, or do I just get Charlie to wear ear plugs?...I'd hate to be banished to the sofa-bed :(

Would love to hear your comments and suggestions.

Cheers/Snores

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Movember...A bit of fun for serious issues.

Hi All,
During Movember (the month formerly known as November) I'm growing a Mo. That's right I'm bringing the Mo back because I'm passionate about tackling men's health issues and being proactive in the fight against men's depression and prostate cancer.

To donate to my Mo you can either:
1. Click this link https://www.movember.com/au/donate/donate-details.php?action=sponsorlink&rego=1346151&country=au and donate online using your credit card or PayPal account, or

2. Write a cheque payable to ‘Movember Foundation', referencing my Registration Number 1346151 and mailing it to:

Movember Foundation
PO Box 292
Prahran VIC 3181

Remember, all donations over $2 are tax deductible.The money raised by Movember is used to raise awareness of men's health issues and donated to the Prostate Cancer Foundation of Australia and beyondblue - the national depression initiative. The PCFA and beyondblue will use the funds to fund research and increase support networks for those men who suffer from prostate cancer and depression.

Did you know:
Depression affects 1 in 6 men....most don't seek help. Untreated depression is a leading risk factor for suicide.

Last year in Australia 18,700 men were diagnosed with prostate cancer and more than 2,900 died of prostate cancer - equivalent to the number of women who will die from breast cancer annually.

For those that have supported Movember in previous years you can be very proud of the impact it has had and can check out the details at: [ Fundraising Outcomes ].

Movember culminates at the end of month Gala Partés. If you would like to be part of this great night you'll need to purchase a [ Gala Parté Ticket ].

Thanks for your support Trevor.
More information is available at http://www.movember.com/.



Movember is proudly grown by Holden and Schick.
Movember is proud partners with the Prostate Cancer Foundation of Australia and beyondblue - the national depression initiative.

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Popcorn & Dark Chocolate Magnums...

Tonight we shared at home a movie 'Burn After Reading'.

Now I have read a couple of reviews about this film, mostly fairly ambigous and some panned, these reviews I feel didn't really understand the film...as Charlie put it, it has a 'Butterfly Effect', very apt I thought.

Altho' the film in itself is not the sort of blockbuster that you would normally expect from a cast of actors such as these, I found it not only intruiging but chuckle worthy in it's deliverance. The acting was outstanding. There was no brilliance in the camera/photography but it was indeed gripping. A film that keeps you guessing is what it is.

The story is a simple one, portrayed by simple people, was not outlandish, could be happening right now somewhere...

However you do need to listen and follow what is occuring, you could easily miss a vital point or happening. Most certainly a film to watch quietly with beer/wine/popcorn/dark chocolate magnums. Highly recommend.